...Randomness...

Jul 19

The other day my sister said everyone around her ‘her age’ were getting married and have kids etc… And she felt like she should be near that point at her age. I gave her my insights; in this life/ world there is no set standards or rules on what age you should get married or have kids, stop looking and comparing around you, your not even close to 30 yet, why follow others, just Live In The Moment and just Enjoy Life! Don’t be original like everyone else just be exceptionally YOUrself. Besides being orginal is boring afterall.

Jul 02

Another great soul lost

Thank you for the time you’ve spent with us, it was a pleasure to have you in our family for seven years.  It shows us how a mere second or minute is so important, wished it didn’t happen the way it happened, but everything happens for a reason.

 Today Monday night, we left for errands; On the way home my brother jokingly said  ‘look that looks like Lil Girl.’(walking on the side of a one way road)  ‘Maybe it is’ I said since she has been missing since Friday night. (my brother didn’t know that she has been missing) so my sister did a U-turn. We passed her up slowly and sure enough it was her. Switching on her emergency lights we turned back once more to fetch her. When we successfully did another U-turn we saw something in the road, our first thought please God that did not just happen. and it did. That oncoming car had hit her, and it was the only car that passed us. 

My brother got out and checked her she was bleeding and breathing her last breathes heavily.  I jumped out to help, by then she was gone, I laid my hand on her and started praying for a good two minutes. Some cool Samaritans pulled over and asked if everything was alright i told her a brief story and she felt sorry but of course we really can’t do anything (while another car not so cool just honked the fuck out of his horn at us) like geez have some sympathy its like some ppl don’t have a heart or some shit. Wouldn’t you do the same thing if you were in this same situation?

It showed us how just a mere second that we just saw her alive she then she was gone just don’t ever take anyone or anything for granted. Maybe it was her time to leave us and this illusion.   Some humans are plain careless and heartless. Is it because they are non-vegans and they don’t understand  as much as we vegans do?

May you rest in peace, family dog aka Little Girl

Jun 14

contemplating…

hmmm…should I go to Hawaii (again) this August with the bosses? They are making me go but i’d rather go to NYC or Yosemite, so I can actually accomplish some stuff on my bucketlist.

Izzy! If you happen to read this, lets go to NYC!! If not, you better go to the Nov event ;)

Jun 10

Freakin balls… Effin really frustrated with this family, i can’t catch a break anywhere. For the past fucking two years I work my ass off to pay rent for my family and still am along with other bills my damn paycheck will provide. I don’t know what to do anymore, I want to do a lot of stuff, school etc.. But cant get out of this fucking bubble ( standstill in life).. And my mom here blabbering about my sister bf who is lazy, and why are you lecturing me? Go tell it to my sister; I know for dam sure If I EVER have a bf or husband he is hardworking like me or even better! But honestly who cares I can take care of myself I don’t need anyone. And another damn thing if i ever have a kid/s, i will for damn sure let them have a better life then I am having. Proper raising and education and all that jazz. But for now I’m like a robot continuing to work and will wait until a day comes where all this so called ‘test’ is over. I use to have a lot of patience and now every little thing just gets to me, i will try and preservere as long as i can. But for now mom u can have my fucking hard earned tax money that i wanted to save up. Im turning freaking 25 this year and i feel like ive got nothing (except God of course). P.s. mom im going to get a tattoo and your not going to know about it . And lastly why did you raised us girls so strict and for the guys in the family they dont do any squat jack, they do whatever they please and get to keep whatever they earn. So fucking tired of life seriously. :(

Mar 06
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Feb 25

quote Do not pray for an easy life, pray for the strength to endure a difficult one.

— Bruce Lee
Feb 23
CONGRATS to my older sister! Words can’t express how proud and happy I am for you…Now that you’ve passed your boards and earned your title of RN, BSN. I can officially call you Nurse Nguyen. **I LOVE you very much!

CONGRATS to my older sister! Words can’t express how proud and happy I am for you…Now that you’ve passed your boards and earned your title of RN, BSN. I can officially call you Nurse Nguyen. **I LOVE you very much!

Feb 03
Favorite place to be, to set my mind free…right by the ocean.(@Sunset Cliffs)

Favorite place to be, to set my mind free…right by the ocean.(@Sunset Cliffs)

Dec 25
Chillaxin by the tree, drinking hot tea in my new mug. Merry Christmas & Happy Holidays to you all :)

Chillaxin by the tree, drinking hot tea in my new mug. Merry Christmas & Happy Holidays to you all :)